Well my parents r sad about it, as often they call me before going to bed, as in andaman sun set at around 5pm, so they will have their dinner btw 8-9pm and go to bed at around 10-11 pm…and that time they call me, to check if i am done with my dinner, I say, I am out now for nature walk, will be back in sometime and then will prepare and after that will have…..big problem for them….sometime i say, may b some stablization will come in my life and will get married afterwards she may take care of it, otherwise I don’t know…what to do…they keep silent………..
today, morning had some calls, a client came, we met in front of Hera Panna Mall and suddenly a big dog came, and started asking me to love him in his language, i put my palm on his head….loved him for sometime…client was looking at me….I said every one need love…..and they know it very well, where they will get……….later he asked me, I saw u earlier, I said, many people say me that, but I am sure, first time they are meeting me, but their sub-conscious says we know him, so no longer stranger,we can take d discussion/talk further…later for a long time he was talking to me, every guidance he asked to me, I guided him……..Later in d evening, my room-mate played “Menaxhi- The Tale of three cities” by M.F Hussain, and d best thing is so far we watched d movie content wise, presentation wise etc. but today, my other room mate played d movie and we were analyzing shot by shot…….so all together…it was a good day….)()(
kal sham jab mein nature walk peh gaya, eka ek mujhen khayal aya “Mohabbaten” movie ka Dialogue, Koin Tumsen Pyaar Karen, Tum jaisen hon, waisen pyaar karen,…… Aur agar koin tumhen badalkar Pyaar karen toh woh Pyaar nahin ,,,,,Souda hein,,,, Aur Pyaar mein souden nahin hotein Sayeba……….Toh baat toh bas itni sin hein kin, agar koin mujhen pyaar karen toh mein jaisa hun waisa karen,hein na ? kal koh agar mein actor/star ban jaon, tab joh hein mein eligible hon jaugan,…. pyaar karne keh kabil hon jaugan….., kaisin sharth hein yeh, kuch samaj nahin ata, hein na…..??? Bas aur kya tha, Mujhen mera jawab mil chuka tha……har sham jab mein nature walk, peh jata hun, toh kuch na kuch aisin hin mujhen jawab milteh jata hein….jab mein unkeh sath bathta hun, unseh baten karta rahta hun, unseh apni baten share karteh rahta hun, toh woh mujhen bata deten, ya yun kahen kin mujhen samjha deten hein……aur mein, bahut hin fresh hokar laut-taa hun, energiesed hokar laut-ta hun…..sarin, “Me” khatm hon jatin, and “U” rah jatin………bas doosron keh liyeh karna hein, apna kuch bhi nahin…………….ek anokin sin ahsash hotin hein….)()(
I must go for such walks, coz, if i am iritated,irated,sad or something else…spending time with them…..many time if i go fast…then while coming back my pace will be slow….if i go slow,then i come back fast.so kind of equilibrium is maintained…….and u know what, i forget “me”, and think about “U”…….d same happen to me, which is there in my profile pic…….”u can give without love, but u can never lover without giving….mind is fully refreshed…..)()(